Summer(y) by Lex

...I didn't even have to use my AK, today was a good day.

First day of Senior year. Went well. I like my teachers so far. I know now that I am totally ready for this. I could feel it today. I felt a little far away from my baby, but because I was in a sea of faces without her's.
Summer. It's over. The last summer we will have as kids. With the chance to go where we wanted, and get picked up. The last summer being underage. When your a kid, you can't wait for your summer.But that was our last summer! What do i look forward to now? Life. I cant "feel" my mind changing. I'm constantly cleaning. I'm trying to keep things neat and in order. I feel like video games are now a waste of time. I feel like doing work. Like I'm really interested in working and doing good in my school work. I am more than sure that these changes come from the great experiences I had this summer. In an easy intro; Hang with my babe, think about the future, think, think, think.
This summer was amazing. Unlike any summer I have ever had or hoped for. This summer we both went in thinking of what we wanted. We wanted to change. To lose weight or get fit. To get a job. To get a drivers license. We didn't really do any of that... Haha, now that just goes to show you can't plan it. Besides that summer proved to bring something to us, as long as we give it something. We gave it thanks, and appreciated days off to hang out. We hung out A LOT this summer. This was my favorite part of summer of course. I learned new things about you, and I'm sure you learned about me too. Now when we hung out it was different than other times we've hung out. We hanged out last summer, but it was different. I think it was this feeling, not just in the heart but in the head. The feeling of not worrying. Not worrying about impressing anybody. Not worrying about tests or essays. Not worrying about spending hardcore money. Just throwing on some threads catching a bus and heading somewhere relaxed. If it wasn't one of our houses it was in the grass. It was chill chill, almost as in lazy but I didn't feel like I wasted time. I feel like we got closer. As close as I can describe it; we were to solid people, who melted in the sun, and become just one big blob. Haha. I really liked it. I don't think there was a better time to do it either. I think we needed that. To calm down our minds and our hearts. Of course We will always be together, but we have to come home from the Honey Moon. Also how we are about to go into this senior year with goals. We know what we want, and we really want it. After that awesome break, I really think we can do it. Our minds have rested, they are stimulated and ready. Just a little part. I will write more soon(our fourteenth month). :]