Poem by Ana

This is the poem my babe wrote me on a poster. I Love it =].

Our love is like the moon
sometimes you see it, sometimes you don't
but you know it's always there.
Our happiness is like the sun it shines
brightly and brings light to my day.
Our hate is like the clouds that come
and cover the moon and sun but clouds
will never stay and the wind will blow them away.
Our love is like the moon it will
never go away but the day it does
the world will have come to an End.

-By Ana

you love is my drug by Ana

Life! Wow it gives you things that you don’t want anymore and things that you want forever. Most of my life the things that I wanted have left and the things I don’t want stay. I know I want you and need you and yet you are still here. Whenever I think about you it always makes me say hey maybe my life isn’t that bad. I do have a reason to live.
Man baby tonight was not good. I just wasn’t myself. But remember last summer you get kind weird on me. I really think that was happening to me. You would tell me you see weird things and cry. I really felt like I was going to die tonight. I wanted to and thinking back on it, it scares me. I know it’s not you to do what I wanted you to do and tell me all that stuff but I needed it. I needed love and to know that I have a reason to stay. Now I know you’re going to say why didn’t I tell you this but I wasn’t myself. I hope you don’t thing I crazy or anything. I guess that since I’m always happy that at least ones a year I go while crazy and let all my anger out and I’m okay with it. When that happens again baby now you know. It’s not me and I’m somewhere in my body asking you for help to stop me from doing something crazy. I LOVE YOU BABY!!! I hope everything is going to be okay. And I don’t think it’s ever going to be reuse then tonight. Well its 1 40 and you sleeping I can’t really sleep. Tummy still hurts a lot. But I’ going to try.

THATS SO STUPID 27 YEAR WOMEN WHO NEEDS TO GROW UP by Ana

Alright today was a good day. I’m in New Jersey and I have been away from my baby for about a week now. I miss him a lot. I am leaving in like a day or two and I get to see my baby the day after. Well if you ask me it has been a little nice being away and having a break from love and all but I miss it a lot and it’s something I could never live without. So I don’t think I’m going to explain my whole two weeks but I can tell you what had happened today. Okay, so I get a call from my cousin Christy. She started making fun of me because I hate when people say gay when they mean something is stupid. It’s really sad that she just got here from San Diego and I’m not even there and she’s already starting shit. Well anyways I called my baby because I needed someone to talk to and I can always talk to him. Right away he knew something was wrong :] I love him. So I told him what happened and saying it out loud make me cry. Right away my baby started to comfort me. Telling me not to wrong about and to not let it get to me. Then we had an amazing talk and had an even better talk later ;] Right now thinking about all of that I have realized that my baby is and will always be there for me. I am so lucky to have him there for me. I love you baby and miss you.

Ready by lex

It is Monday morning. Already the second of August. Wow. Summer does not want to slow down. It's like one something in the morning, feeling a bit sleepy and my stomach is grumbling. Should I get something to eat? I dont remember eating dinner, only chicken for lunch but that was at like at five because I ate breakfast after I woke up at like 11... Anyways I miss you baby. I saw you Wednesday and you left Thursday. It's now Monday, five days later and I feel weird and icky. Something in my head, and my body, is giving me these weird thoughts. I know there's been times where we went without hanging out but I don't think we've been away for this long? Maybe because we hung out for like 6 days straight before you left? By the way thank you for doing that. =) I knew I would get all grumpy but I wish I wouldn't have. I really feel like hanging out with you. Like laying down and doing nothing. That's what I have been doing, nothing. I don't know it's like when we talk I get more excited about things, now I'm just bored. You make me look up to things. Like I can tell myself, tomorrow I'll go for a bike ride. Even though I really really really like to ride my bike, I'm just not that excited for it. But when we talk and I tell you that 'I think I'll ride my bike tomorrow' you get me to really go with it. Even thought what I just explained was a simple thing, you get the idea. You just make my life more enjoyable for what it is. Mmmmm,...Been daydreaming about us. In this weird way. It's like these thought of having a girlfriend, and I do. =) And these thoughts of having this really chill, amazing girl by my side. This girl that I can take anywhere and know that we will have a good time. Except their not dreams? if that makes sense? Like I'm dreaming of things that already happened that I've wanted to do. I'm living the future that I wanted in the past. We're not engaged or living together or planning a family, we're 17 years old, about to go into the last year of high school. I'm looking forward to this year. I don't think I've ever been this ready for another year of my life. I have no idea what these clouds are doing here, but I'm willing to bet that moon is full tonight...