Ready by lex

It is Monday morning. Already the second of August. Wow. Summer does not want to slow down. It's like one something in the morning, feeling a bit sleepy and my stomach is grumbling. Should I get something to eat? I dont remember eating dinner, only chicken for lunch but that was at like at five because I ate breakfast after I woke up at like 11... Anyways I miss you baby. I saw you Wednesday and you left Thursday. It's now Monday, five days later and I feel weird and icky. Something in my head, and my body, is giving me these weird thoughts. I know there's been times where we went without hanging out but I don't think we've been away for this long? Maybe because we hung out for like 6 days straight before you left? By the way thank you for doing that. =) I knew I would get all grumpy but I wish I wouldn't have. I really feel like hanging out with you. Like laying down and doing nothing. That's what I have been doing, nothing. I don't know it's like when we talk I get more excited about things, now I'm just bored. You make me look up to things. Like I can tell myself, tomorrow I'll go for a bike ride. Even though I really really really like to ride my bike, I'm just not that excited for it. But when we talk and I tell you that 'I think I'll ride my bike tomorrow' you get me to really go with it. Even thought what I just explained was a simple thing, you get the idea. You just make my life more enjoyable for what it is. Mmmmm,...Been daydreaming about us. In this weird way. It's like these thought of having a girlfriend, and I do. =) And these thoughts of having this really chill, amazing girl by my side. This girl that I can take anywhere and know that we will have a good time. Except their not dreams? if that makes sense? Like I'm dreaming of things that already happened that I've wanted to do. I'm living the future that I wanted in the past. We're not engaged or living together or planning a family, we're 17 years old, about to go into the last year of high school. I'm looking forward to this year. I don't think I've ever been this ready for another year of my life. I have no idea what these clouds are doing here, but I'm willing to bet that moon is full tonight...