Flyer

i can see this being a job.

Monday by Lex

and now I know the only compass that I need is the one that leads me back to you.

Amazing weekend, the week is starting rough :/. Sorry. Tomorrow will be great

Fright night by ana

Okay so I feel like we don’t talk about the great thinks we do anymore on the blog and that means all of our weekends because they’re always great. So yesterday was fight night. At first I was nervous because when I bought the tickets all there were were middle school buying tickets. When Friday came around my baby take the bus to my house so we could get ready together. I went to go pick him up and seeing his face [ because I could because it was out of his face] I got so happy and know it was going to be a great night. The plan was for us to be old people together but just like life we cant plan for anything. We ended up being vampires and might I add we were sexy ones :] when we got to fight night we just walk around and said hi to all my friends. We end are party night watch hocus pocus. Then after 2 hot dogs candy candy apple and popcorn we deseed to walk to jack in the box. I loved walk in our costumes looking like weirdo’s together. When it all ended I felt so good. That was the best night I have had with my baby and a group of people for along time. Oh and I got my face pointed :]

War! What is it good for? by Lex

Yesterday was a mess. You know i love you, and i always will. sometimes my mind gets all fogged up in what "I'm" doing, I kinda zone you out. I'm sorry baby.

Yesterday I kind of told you about that section I read in the book. It explained how if a country is constantly at war, it is the same as if a country is at peace. Until a wave of change to the other state, problems arise. This is also true for a relationship. We have been together because we are always at peace. It is still a bad thing to fight, but a couple who is always fighting will keep fighting and will not break up, because at least in the relationship they have something to do, fight. Being at peace is awesome, I do not like being at war, but that transition or that little bump always gets me, it gets us. It catches us off guard, with unfamiliar feelings. I HATE IT!! Let's stay in peace baby, I love you.

ANA THE COOL ONE

yo yo yo how are you baby. well im just bored here in gov cuz im done with my work.. blah blah blah idk what 2 tlk about.. ummm i miss you alot cant wait 2 see you sunday.. I HOPE YOU HAVING A GREAT DAY no pic but u know im always smiling :] email me when u get home I LOVE YOU :X

School by Lex

Havingfun in schoollove you babe

life as we know it by ana the cool one :]

So in class yesterday my English teacher asked us if we could be reincarnated what or who would it be. As a joke the first think that came to my mind was Opera because she’s black and rich but when I started thing about it more in cerise matter this is what I thought. When me and my baby dead I would love are soles to grow and make a tree that stand together. We can’t talk to each other we can’t fight just standing there strong in love. : } other people who are in love will come and write their name in us and we will feel the love that is going on around. Birds would come and lay their eggs on us because they know there is love there. Our love would be so strong that we would never fall. Man that would be great. That’s how I would love to spend me reincarnated life. But we have lanax so it’s all good :} I love you baby

At school by Lex

Miss my baby...

Tomorrows Friday!
I get to see you and eat some
carne asada fries!!
can't wait...

Summer(y) by Lex

...I didn't even have to use my AK, today was a good day.

First day of Senior year. Went well. I like my teachers so far. I know now that I am totally ready for this. I could feel it today. I felt a little far away from my baby, but because I was in a sea of faces without her's.
Summer. It's over. The last summer we will have as kids. With the chance to go where we wanted, and get picked up. The last summer being underage. When your a kid, you can't wait for your summer.But that was our last summer! What do i look forward to now? Life. I cant "feel" my mind changing. I'm constantly cleaning. I'm trying to keep things neat and in order. I feel like video games are now a waste of time. I feel like doing work. Like I'm really interested in working and doing good in my school work. I am more than sure that these changes come from the great experiences I had this summer. In an easy intro; Hang with my babe, think about the future, think, think, think.
This summer was amazing. Unlike any summer I have ever had or hoped for. This summer we both went in thinking of what we wanted. We wanted to change. To lose weight or get fit. To get a job. To get a drivers license. We didn't really do any of that... Haha, now that just goes to show you can't plan it. Besides that summer proved to bring something to us, as long as we give it something. We gave it thanks, and appreciated days off to hang out. We hung out A LOT this summer. This was my favorite part of summer of course. I learned new things about you, and I'm sure you learned about me too. Now when we hung out it was different than other times we've hung out. We hanged out last summer, but it was different. I think it was this feeling, not just in the heart but in the head. The feeling of not worrying. Not worrying about impressing anybody. Not worrying about tests or essays. Not worrying about spending hardcore money. Just throwing on some threads catching a bus and heading somewhere relaxed. If it wasn't one of our houses it was in the grass. It was chill chill, almost as in lazy but I didn't feel like I wasted time. I feel like we got closer. As close as I can describe it; we were to solid people, who melted in the sun, and become just one big blob. Haha. I really liked it. I don't think there was a better time to do it either. I think we needed that. To calm down our minds and our hearts. Of course We will always be together, but we have to come home from the Honey Moon. Also how we are about to go into this senior year with goals. We know what we want, and we really want it. After that awesome break, I really think we can do it. Our minds have rested, they are stimulated and ready. Just a little part. I will write more soon(our fourteenth month). :]

Summer is soon over by Lex

Things we need to get tomorrow; pencils, glue, (new?)purse, cool folder, spiral notebook, pens.

I like this picture. I know it means something, I'm just too tired to figure it out...

Haven't wrote on here in so long. Summer is pretty much over. I really want to write out a memoir of our summer, but after tomorrow, which is our last summer day. I really don't know what the point of me writing this is, but I just felt like I had to write this. After this we will graduate high school and hit the real world. Fuuuuuuck....

"A life without love is like a year without summer."

Poem by Ana

This is the poem my babe wrote me on a poster. I Love it =].

Our love is like the moon
sometimes you see it, sometimes you don't
but you know it's always there.
Our happiness is like the sun it shines
brightly and brings light to my day.
Our hate is like the clouds that come
and cover the moon and sun but clouds
will never stay and the wind will blow them away.
Our love is like the moon it will
never go away but the day it does
the world will have come to an End.

-By Ana

you love is my drug by Ana

Life! Wow it gives you things that you don’t want anymore and things that you want forever. Most of my life the things that I wanted have left and the things I don’t want stay. I know I want you and need you and yet you are still here. Whenever I think about you it always makes me say hey maybe my life isn’t that bad. I do have a reason to live.
Man baby tonight was not good. I just wasn’t myself. But remember last summer you get kind weird on me. I really think that was happening to me. You would tell me you see weird things and cry. I really felt like I was going to die tonight. I wanted to and thinking back on it, it scares me. I know it’s not you to do what I wanted you to do and tell me all that stuff but I needed it. I needed love and to know that I have a reason to stay. Now I know you’re going to say why didn’t I tell you this but I wasn’t myself. I hope you don’t thing I crazy or anything. I guess that since I’m always happy that at least ones a year I go while crazy and let all my anger out and I’m okay with it. When that happens again baby now you know. It’s not me and I’m somewhere in my body asking you for help to stop me from doing something crazy. I LOVE YOU BABY!!! I hope everything is going to be okay. And I don’t think it’s ever going to be reuse then tonight. Well its 1 40 and you sleeping I can’t really sleep. Tummy still hurts a lot. But I’ going to try.

THATS SO STUPID 27 YEAR WOMEN WHO NEEDS TO GROW UP by Ana

Alright today was a good day. I’m in New Jersey and I have been away from my baby for about a week now. I miss him a lot. I am leaving in like a day or two and I get to see my baby the day after. Well if you ask me it has been a little nice being away and having a break from love and all but I miss it a lot and it’s something I could never live without. So I don’t think I’m going to explain my whole two weeks but I can tell you what had happened today. Okay, so I get a call from my cousin Christy. She started making fun of me because I hate when people say gay when they mean something is stupid. It’s really sad that she just got here from San Diego and I’m not even there and she’s already starting shit. Well anyways I called my baby because I needed someone to talk to and I can always talk to him. Right away he knew something was wrong :] I love him. So I told him what happened and saying it out loud make me cry. Right away my baby started to comfort me. Telling me not to wrong about and to not let it get to me. Then we had an amazing talk and had an even better talk later ;] Right now thinking about all of that I have realized that my baby is and will always be there for me. I am so lucky to have him there for me. I love you baby and miss you.

Ready by lex

It is Monday morning. Already the second of August. Wow. Summer does not want to slow down. It's like one something in the morning, feeling a bit sleepy and my stomach is grumbling. Should I get something to eat? I dont remember eating dinner, only chicken for lunch but that was at like at five because I ate breakfast after I woke up at like 11... Anyways I miss you baby. I saw you Wednesday and you left Thursday. It's now Monday, five days later and I feel weird and icky. Something in my head, and my body, is giving me these weird thoughts. I know there's been times where we went without hanging out but I don't think we've been away for this long? Maybe because we hung out for like 6 days straight before you left? By the way thank you for doing that. =) I knew I would get all grumpy but I wish I wouldn't have. I really feel like hanging out with you. Like laying down and doing nothing. That's what I have been doing, nothing. I don't know it's like when we talk I get more excited about things, now I'm just bored. You make me look up to things. Like I can tell myself, tomorrow I'll go for a bike ride. Even though I really really really like to ride my bike, I'm just not that excited for it. But when we talk and I tell you that 'I think I'll ride my bike tomorrow' you get me to really go with it. Even thought what I just explained was a simple thing, you get the idea. You just make my life more enjoyable for what it is. Mmmmm,...Been daydreaming about us. In this weird way. It's like these thought of having a girlfriend, and I do. =) And these thoughts of having this really chill, amazing girl by my side. This girl that I can take anywhere and know that we will have a good time. Except their not dreams? if that makes sense? Like I'm dreaming of things that already happened that I've wanted to do. I'm living the future that I wanted in the past. We're not engaged or living together or planning a family, we're 17 years old, about to go into the last year of high school. I'm looking forward to this year. I don't think I've ever been this ready for another year of my life. I have no idea what these clouds are doing here, but I'm willing to bet that moon is full tonight...

A little more about me by ana

So me and my baby tried to pull an all nighter last night. We made it to four. Hey that’s still good, but right before the clock hit four I asked my baby a question “baby tell me something you think I don’t know about you” of course he have to say something cute. But it got me thinking. What are some things he doesn’t know about me. So let me tell you things you already know and things you don’t know.
1. I am a happy thinking person but I still get scared of bad things to happen.
2. I love new things but I never say I love something right away it takes me time to think about it.
3. If I ask for something and I don’t get it right then and there I don’t want it anymore. I don’t really like to fight for things
4. I don’t really hate people some just can get on my nerves. Everyone in my life has a reason for being there. That’s what I believe.
5. I believe almost everything I hear. Haha
6. I trust people way too much. That’s why it took me time to trust you because I didn’t want to get it wrong this time
And last I love to make people smile. You the most. I feel some much better when I make someone then someone making me smile. :] well there you going baby. That’s not everything so if there’s something you want to know you know I’m only a bus ride away :]

Love slap by lex

Going to try out this thing, see how it works. Alright so today is Wednesday and it's like 12 in the morning. Not talking to my babe because the phone has bad service =[. Today was great, to sum it up it felt like a preview of our future. One of those get outta the house without knowing what your really going to do. We went to the Museum of Man in Balboa park, it was interesting and free. We took a bus there, that was fun. You always get crazy people in downtown. Lots of different lifestyles. When taking the bus back to catch another bus my babe was resting on my shoulder and I had my arm around her. I spaced out for a few seconds and it hit me hard that in one year my Life was forever changed. The fact that I didn't see this coming(you and me). I liked the way it hit me, instead of a gradually rising feeling, it was a slap. The thought got me at strangest moment. Made me feel happy, and my mind was switched to the, "it's okay life is getting better" button. I just felt like hugging her, but because of the awkward position of our seats, I just tickled her. Just letting me know that a small touch can still put a smile on her face. Today was a chill day, and I hope to have more of these as we get older. To catch a bus, see strange things, feel lost, watch a menopause gathering, take a much needed nap and play some Grand Theft Auto before saying bye. Relax Relax Relax